Yeah.. ive been abusing this thing.. I"m sorry.. i hope this entry shall make up for it.

well it feels nice getting paid. im tempted to buy an ipod, but i need to save for that gibson sg 61 reissue!!!! ugh.

Tracy this ones for you.

yeah.. theres hardly any need for this little guy anymore.  he reminds me of the younger less popular brother..despite the fact that i have sg les paul customs as the background...with white hardware..

dun dun dun

andrew has left the building.

if you read this, i am suprised.

never jump to conclusions

stick with what you know.

thats it for tonight.

and for my closing statement, i know tracy all too well.

g'nite children.

Tracy this ones to say that im not gonna abandon the xanga.  Yes I did conform.   Until theres a better name for it the link is gonna be

www.myspace.com/21854533

so anyhow, everythings the same.  we just bought a boat, for 8000 dollars in sacramento.  gona go and drive up there to get it this weekend.  a competition ski boat, only used so many times for tournament skiing etc... blah.  im more for the jet ski/seadoo myself.

More and mroe songs being churned out every day.

Quote of the moment.  "Let me just pull this song outa my ass... hey.. maybe thats why all my songs are so shitty..."

.....lmao... yeah.. that one got me.

Currently Listening Sing the Sorrow By A.F.I. Girl's Not Grey see related

hey guys.  time for a small update.  anyhow.. tracys leaving to japan... pretty crazy.  I got a song for her now i guess.  Its only the chorus, but i think it fits.. she'll have to hear it one of these times.

anyhow.. things are working out pretty well with jacob me and manny.  turns out jacobs mom just might work with mannys mom, and mannys mom has been trying to get manny and jacob together for a little while.. small world i guess.  anyhow... i have 3 songs now.. working on a 4th.  jacobs starting to write some.. and as long as manny remains the cwazy drummer he be, then everythings set.  I"m gonna start working on my vocals though.. i wanna get some kinda training.. i dont know where to go yet. . its either on my own.. or paying a coach monthly. blah.. yeah right.. im not that rich.

anyhow.. A.F.I. Girl's not Grey.  great song.

Currently Listening Palm Trees and Power Lines By Sugarcult Memory see related

Well good evening ladies and gentlemen.  Tonights another grandeur night with me... of course in that case it isn't so grandeur is it?  Well I'm kicking back at my house, and Tracy is sitting to the right of me watching everything I type.. snickering at every other comment..at this very moment as a matter of fact.  anyhow today was my first day of minimum wage working. I went to Urners with my mother... doing mostly office work.  Organizing, filing, inputing crap into the computer...  invoices.. pos.. blah blah blah. not the most enthralling work, but hey.. 500 bucks a pay period (2 weeks or so) not bad..

yeah.. they need to make a cure for free floating depression.. the kind that shows up out of nowhere and stays for a month, then leaves just as fast as it came.. and i dont mean by means of medication with super side effects that just happen to be worse than the depression itself.  I'm kickin back with an awesome person who i havent seen for a year. and what am i doing? im treating her like shit.  im bitchin and taking self pity.  what the hell is wrong with me.  I'm sick and tired of this shit.  and thats all i have to say, as she re-enters the room.

Next paragraph.. on a lighter note, i stripped in front of a security camera today.  I was in tshirt outlet cause i was getting some dickies pants for work.. damn dress codes..and anyhow. i was too lazy to go to the dressing rooms.. so i just stripped in an isle.. put on the pants then tracy points out that theres a security camera looking right at me.. and the cashier lady was gone from her stand.  another day... tracy: "smirk!".... yeah...

goddamn.  thats all i gotta say.

Currently Listening Blink 182 By blink-182, Blink 182 Obvious see related

Hey guys.  July 5th.. one day after 4th of july... well apparently.  anyhow.

Good news guys... Manny is a crazy cool kickass drummer.  Just simply amazing how things work out sometimes.  I'm assuming if the guy is in the drumline and been there since 8th, hes gonna stay.. knows all his rudiments... crazy speed.. he wants to work on his singles on the double bass pedal.. but hey.. hes still hella good.  I was excited... Hopefully things will all pull together, but things are looking up.

Neutral news... I'm getting a job.. starting maybe tomorrow or thursday.  I"m getting a work permit and going to urners.. either part time or full time.. depending on what they say... counting cash, filing things.  ::shrugs:: good money i guess... go out and buy all the equipment i need... spending money for food and such, take my friends out.  Its nice a guess... i dont do anything around the house.. and i still have weekends off.  I guess I'll find out what it is to actually work every day.

Bad news: I think im coming down with something... though I'm not sure yet.  We'll find out eventually......

Tracy, youre loved by a few.. and we will stand by you through the hardest of times... you know who we are.. I just hope you know you can come to us if need be?

Just a real sweet guy, but that's all I'd ever be.